~ I've been one of the best and one of the worst
~ People thought i'm strong that's why most of them don't care much if i get hurt.
~ I've lost many battles and failed many times, yet i never learn to give up.
~ I compliment my horrible decisions for making who I am today
~ i grew up craving identity and individuality.
~ I am emotionally sensitive to anything and everything around me but i always try my hardest not to show it.
~ that's why most of the time, i end up looking like the most insensitive lump in the planet.
~ I gave the ability to forget about a person's existence at will
~ Unfortunately, i cannot shut down my ability to remember
~ I was almost kicked out of High school  but i never told my parents.
~ I consider my 4 years in High school as the worst 4 consecutive years in my life.
~ For the record, I'm the only academic scholar to fail 5 major subjects
~ But i told my mom i failed only 2.
~ My parents and relatives always think i'm an intelligent and studious daughter that other children should look up to.
~ I tried very hard to meet their expectations
~There are a lot of confusions on my true age.
~ I'm really 19 (as of today, August 24, 2009)

~ I gave an incurable disease that was diagnosed when i was in 4th High school
~ But i never told anyone that i can feel it as early as 1st year HS
~ Physically, I am not contented with myself but i try to be satisfied
~ I'm an accident magnet
~ I fear the day that i will be alone
~ I dread the real world that's why i didn't look forward to graduation that much.
~ I've been to several depressions in my life
~ The recent and probably the worst happened last year.

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